My mind is made up of all sort of things. I look towards the world and whatever it brings. I think about how people are. With their sick and twisted ways. I try to love all, but the love never stays. My feelings kick in, and anger spits out. My mind keeps spinning, as I find my way out. The world is so dark, and has traps throughout. Try stepping lightly like I’m dancing on a cloud. People start shouting and become very loud. I loose all focus and now I’m falling from the sky. Back down to the darkness where dead people lie. They cover over me with their complaints and their pain. Tears fall from the Earth, what horrible rain. This isn’t my world, this isn’t my place. I run from these people from every race. My thoughts are running, and racing with me. I want to get out, I want to be free! No more, complaining, no more tears from fear. No more laughter, and no yelling in ones ear. No more gossip, no more back stabbing. I’m so sick of this, why has it happened. I realize I’m home, and I’m all alone. A smile on my face, from the presence of your grace.
Giving up isn’t the way out.
I ask myself the same question, WHY? The stupid things I let happen, and I don’t even try. To let it go, to let it bother, or come to conclusion. The stupid things that matter start confusion. Makes an illusion that maybe this could work. Wondering, why my business? All they do is lurk. Trying to be nice. Give advice. No thinking twice. About what rolls off my lips. Our friendship never mix. My tender care, you’re undecided ways. The tears that make my chest cave. The voice in my head who tells me things. I listen to the lies and whatever it brings. I don’t stand up for you, I don’t stand up for us. I’ve given you all I got, and all its brought was lust. My joy, my pain, my forever lasting love. Couldn’t compare to the power above. I’m done pleasing you, I’m done pleasing me. My love goes towards God, by praying on my knees.
I have all my credits, so why am I still sitting here? I’m starting to just not even care anymore about high school. I’m in classes that I really don’t even need. So why am I still here? Maybe, because my parents want me out of the house for a whole 6hrs but I’m gone another 5hrs because of work. I need some free time. Or do I have too much? Naa, I really doubt it because once I’m home my Dad is giving me things to do that’s up to my neck! If I wasn’t in high school I could work and do all the things on my TO DO List. The days I’ve taken off of school I’ve got everything done. I’m starting to want to drop out. I know that isn’t a good idea but it’s the best thing I’ve come up with so far…. I’m so stuck
THIS is why you don’t have friends
David K
People sometimes don’t get along because of differencies. But the truth is, we are the same in one way or another. Why can’t we just look past our mistakes and faults and look forward to the best in each other. Why can’t we just come together and let our commons overcome the differences. Yes, we are all different, but so what? Everyone can find at least one thing in common.
It’s not always about what you say, it’s simply about how you say it.